i need new.
i need comfort.
i need a hand to hold.
i need someone to yell at me.
i need a good, real laugh.
i need to find what was lost.
but for now all i have is a shirt on my back and a pen in my hand. what i would do to feel alive.
Everyone is beautiful, you just have to open your heart instead of just your eyes
i felt like today should be a happy day. instead of a BS picture of something i imagine, i’m down to give the real deal today. third day in a row wearing my best friend taylor’s hockey shirt. 4th time sleeping on their futon. and although i haven’t fully showered, i have one contact in, i sleep talk, and i eat more than the average boy, life is pretty damn good :)
this is me. take it or leave it.
you know, you’ve got what you’ve got and when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. i like seeing how easily friendships can grow from nothing. its so captivating how easily a bond can be made from a simple hello. they say it can take years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it; i semi don’t agree with this quote. you can build trust in a second. my view on life is trust all until they give you a reason not to. it’s basic human instinct. we were taught that we all make mistakes, so forgiveness is crucial. i haven’t always forgiven in my life, but i have trusted. you risk so much for so little, but you must tell yourself that anyone who will risk it for you is worth it.
i’m craving this song.
i am just loving everything about waking up in East Lansing. a place so full of life! it’s inspiring. even after having a shitty night full of cab rides from Jeff and underage bullshit, and waking up with the “morning after” look, i feel like there is so much to take in and appreciate here. i love the fact that there is nothing stopping me from being who i am, there is no restrictions except your own. the freedom to have individuality in a world so judgmental is a wonderful feeling. i’m more than thankful, i’m in love; with everything and everyone around me.
lets be our own person today :) lets hold a door open for a random passerby, smile at the sun and do the impossible. lets tell a deep secret to a new friend, trust a stranger, and give the world a taste of yourself. mmm, gotta love life; there is no limit to your opportunities.
You know, the right guy won’t get you to change. He won’t subtly pressure you. He won’t tell you who you can and can’t talk to. he won’t hide the fact that you’re hanging out. He’s not gonna tell you you’re wrong for feeling; for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to his friends. He’ll take it as slow as you want. He’ll only go as far as you’re comfortable with. He’ll take you out to places, even if it’s just a fast food place or the store. He’ll actually sit through your stupid girly disney movies with you because he just wants to be with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don’t settle for the wrong guy. You deserve so much more.
let’s start fresh.
